AHHH! The way you described all the desesperation feels so real. I could even feel there. You did such a good job!! Girl, you have to publish one day. P.D.: By the way, thanks for almost tearing my heart.
suddenly my two personality debates in my head: during the first parts: Sane Ai: *cries and wailed* Whyyy??? by the time I was so madly in love at him...whyyyyyyyyyy? Insane Ai: *speechless* Sane Ai: *looks at Insane Ai* it's quiet weird seeing you quiet Insane, I'm expecting you to act Insane and kill both of us Insane Ai:.........if we die....what will happen to Emil? Sane Ai: .....and you started to act like me...who easily feel guilty....*cries more* Insane Ai: *acts Insane* Sane Ai: *wailed* at least I feel normal seeing Insane being Insane!!
“By all that is holy in Eliatha, would you please shut up?!"
Sane Ai: *cries while laughing* haha...see Insane? I told you you're the most Insane personality in the world, you even made someone say those words, ahh who am I fooling? I bet Aina will become completely Insane, I can see myself laughing while crying Insaner Ai: *stare at Sane Ai* Sane, I thought it was you.... Sane Ai: ........ Insane Ai: .......
I read Gutters and cried for three hours straight after crying through it since the second chapter like the crybaby I am and was unable to look at the Nordics (Denmark especially) without immediately tearing up or thinking about the story for quite the longest time.
I've gotten over it since it's been nearly month since then, but ... I still get depressed occasionally. I don't regret reading it, though. :[
I must be psycho or something....XD Typical me, ranting and raving to no end, only listening to myself while no one else cares~ I'M CLEARLY IN MY HAPPY PLACE WITH WEIRD CREATURES AND STUFF HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *insane*
* being all proud of herself for seeing this coming * I am a bloody awesome genius ( I am tired, don't mind me ). Anyway, thanks a lot for creating an amazing story and keeping me on the edge so much, it rarely happens with any story I read, so that is why you, my friend, are a bloody awesome genius (too) *grins*
Mhm * nods nods * ...the only thing that might give you some trouble is creating a bunch of realistic and complex OCs ...because anime /manga characters we use in fanfiction are a bit too simple-minded ( I know that what I am saying might sound mean, so please , trust me when I say that I don't want to offend you or criticize your work in a bad, negative way )
Yeah, I understand the feeling, pretty much the same for me, seems like there are a lot of stories I just can't finish >_< ...even now I have a prologue of a fanfiction with Romania that I posted (besides the fact that no one tried to read it and give a feedback) I simply don't think I can continue it, have tons of ideas but none seem to be interesting enough >.>
... Thus, our lovely reader descends into a near state of madness as she tries to ward off the survivor's guilt in the aftermath of Lukas' death. Yay. Also, she called him a wench, which I thought was an insult specially reserved for the female gender o.o I guess not!
yeah, I went on sort of a DA diet and abstained from just going on the internet entirely. Then I remembered that I was supposed to keep up with your series and then my resolve was instantly shattered >.> *shame*
I just read gutters AND GOD IM SOBBING BUCKETS. IT WAS JUST SO... SO .. Beautiful..
Anyways I love your fanfic too, it's honestly one of the best stories I've read so far, an if you wouldn't mind I'd like to draw a chapter or two into a short comic, would that be alright? I'd give you full credit